silence speaks. one last word.

we'll ask then question,
and you'll tell the answer.

things have changed,
and never stop changing.
i sit in the car with my knees pulled up to my chest,
gripping my ipod with all the force my hands can take.
i wish that instead of riding in a car\to a funeral,
i could be running through a field in a dark red dress.

i wish someone would follow me and snap pictures,
and capture moments filled with love and happiness.
too bad Louise is dead,
because no one's happy now.

i experienced death today,
it wasn't what i expected...
it wasn't what everyone said it was.
i saw her pale skin,
and her closed eyes.
she looked so peaceful.
she looked so happy.

people say loosing someone is hard,
but even though i miss her,
i'm not sad..
i'm not crying..
i'm not cutting..
things have changed for the better.

today i sent you a message,
and i think of what would of happened if we went with instinct,
and ended it.
i would have cried,
because i love you already,
you're easy to love,
you're easy to get along with,
you're easy to talk to.
you don't judge me anymore.

i want to live where soul meets body.