death

i felt death a few weeks ago.
i felt it up close for the first time.
and i feel so close to it now, i don't even know what to do anymore.

don't tell me you're sory,
i was obviously some booty call.
i was obviously just used,
and you're obviously a lie.

sorry you don't know what you feel anymore,
but i sure know what i feel.
pain.

saying sorry won't make things better.

don't come to south carolina.
stay where you live.
stay there for the rest of your life.