you'll never forget what it was like to be held.
to be loved.
to be longed for.

ignorance and envy is all you've come to know.

you don't think it could get worse than this, but you've never been more wrong in your life.
try to pull yourself up off the ground.
once you realized it's no use, yuo freak out.
freak out
it's all you've every been good at. once calmed down, things set in.
you finally realized you're alone, and things don't seem so bad.
things have never been better actually...

what was it like to see a dead face with your dead eyes?
was it as terrifying as you'd ever dreamed?
did you ever think it would be this easy to see your love with his eyes bulging from his head?

i've seen things you've never dreamed of.
i've seen your birh.
i've seen your death.

the things i say refuse to make sence.
my voice is cold and metalic.

things have never been better.