Wednesday, December 24, 2008

oh god. your online agian

i just said hi to you.

and my heart is soaring in hopes that you'll reply.

and finally. a few minutes you reply.

you went to see twilight last night with her.

you say your just friends.

and you say: but some things happened

my heart dies

some things happen between you and her all the time!

this shouldn't bother me right now, because i know you'll hate each other in a few days.

so why is it bothering me like it is?

i asked you: what kinds of things

and you say: does your mom look on your myspace.

me: nope! i'm mommy free!

you have no idea how much i want to kill you right now.

wow!

either your a slow typer

or your just being a fucking tease.

and these were you exact words

okay....
handjob:)
we made out:D
and i found my true feelings for her;)

oh, don't you know how happy i am for you!

i'm glad you found someone that you love.

what are your true feelings for her and that you'll never love me.

so now i'll try to clear up the fact that your telling me that you and her called the title of

friends with benifits

that's just lovely.

you know how much i love to hear about your relationship with her.

and the fact that me and her are really good friends.

and you say this as if it means nothing to you:

nah
we're actually dating now

you have no fucking idea how much i want to kill you right now!

now you tell me you've been dating her since last night.

i'll tell you eveything about me.

but when it comes to you, it's a mystery

merry christmas.

i'm being a pesimist arn't i?

what ever.

i hope you have a great christmas, getting hand jobs and makeing out with her.

i'll sit her heart broken

with no oen to love

2 comments:

  1. /:
    Rachel, if he hasn't noticed your feelings for him by now, or maybe he has but doesn't know how or doesn't want to deal with them, then I'm not exactly sure you should be liking him anyways.
    Of course I don't know you irl so, you shouldn't take my advice too seriously
    But, that's just how I see it from over here in nothern virigina (almost wrote northern downpour hahahh..)


    Merry Christmas!
    <3

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  2. Hiya
    i know you dont know me loll but i read your blog,i was in the same posistion about a year and a half ago and it sucks. But witha guy who happily told really peronal business about him and his gf over the internet do you wanna be with that. Imagine if he had told another girl that it was you who did that, id be pretty upset.
    You sound like a really cool person from what i read on your about me, cuase the wizrad of oz is the greatest ever :D.
    Speaking from experience let him go cause you can find somebody better. i did
    Im sorry if you think im being nosy, it just sucks to go through stuff like this. I hope everything will be ok for you :D
    Enjoy xmas and new year :D
    x

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