Looking Over My Shoulder

Do you know what it feels like to have somebody looking over your shoulder all the time?

it's scary.

do you know what it's liked to feel like nobody has feelings for you

or ever will?

or do you know what it feels like to think you only have have one friend who will stand by you and never let go?

i'm feeling like that right now. no particular reason. i'm glad i have a blog to dump all of this on. i'm glad i don't feel guilty about it either.

ever heard of the big green monster called jealousy?

i haven't seen him in years. am i that out of touch with my emotions? i must me. this is really were sanity meets it's loss. it's downfall.

anyway. this is a (not in my opinion) lovely Monday. the sun is shinning and i'm sitting inside. out of the light. the blackout shades are down and the Underoath plays on repeat.

is my life really this bad. even though i'm young of age i already feel as if i am decomposing.

blah blah blah your needs.

blah blah blah

do
you
have
any
beer
on
tap
?
?
?